7 months have passed since my last post. Resume the writing because I think interesting for me to continue with the topic of Attention Deficit. Today, I actually found that I am. ADD inattentive. Now I want to confirm it with a proper medical diagnosis. In good times, green sleeves! (Where will that say? *).
It is true that I have taken a long time verification. I do not know if it would be for a certain fear of the result or absolute skepticism, but in any case, I am delighted the finding. And that is the key to everything. Probably this is the reason for returning to the blog.
I have now opened new avenues and possibilities of change to new resources for improvement. I recognize myself excited. And that enthusiasm has led me to revise and improve my past experiences and apply the filter of AD now in order to understand many of the issues that marked my life.
My little story (I): Until today, I've been cheating on my daily life and, like ordinary mortals, developing my own tools to deal with a day to day always I considered "normal" and may now be more appropriately call "habitual", because now I am aware of that initially was not as normal, however if it was indeed difficult. Difficult por las capacidades disponibles frente a las condiciones exigidas en aquellos momentos. Pero para mí, aquello era mi día a día sin más y por tanto mi normalidad.
Mirando atrás, hoy debiera reconocerme ese esfuerzo adicional aplicado durante buena parte de mi vida. Permítaseme la exageración metafórica de equipararlo a hacer un Camino de Santiago transformado en una “pista americana”. Agotador. Pero a pesar de haberlo hecho con cierto dolor y sufrimiento, lo hice sin ninguna consciencia de que haber estado aplicando recursos forzados para rellenar carencias. Desconocedor de ese sobreesfuerzo, para mí, las carencias que yo pudiera tener no eran físicas (mejor debiera decir, químicas), but only limited worth. I did not allow for more. I just knew it did not give the size and he did not know the reasons, this caused me a constant dissatisfaction and enhance a disproportionate level of auto demand in order to meet the expectations at that time my older (parents, teachers, etc. ) had me.
Today is called "attention deficit disorder" and is appropriately documented, studied and shown to respond to biological causes, often genetic.
The stupid to know, does not change anything about my past but it makes a radical difference in vision and approach the future. Because now I can find ways and means to achieve new goals. Welcome to a new era.
illusion or ny Hope.
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